Dear Life

Currently my biggest fight with emotions is when will I finally jump and let go of my corporate job. 

We had a meeting of many that I’ve experience in the last year.  Mostly stating that as managers we are too soft we must demand respect or you will lose your job. It’s either the employees or you. I’ve personal dealt with more of it. I’m the only female who smiles 24/7. 

I fully understand the corporate world. I’ve been in it for over 8 years. I do need to demand more respect period. But I go to work knowing that my boss does not support me makes work harder.

I am not lazy nor am I a person who just let everything go. But apparently I’m required to threaten people jobs in order for them to act right. I’ve been directly threaten of my job. Not my cup of tea on the giving/receiving side. 

So I decided to put some energy to being Ms. B at work but more energy in finding my true passion. Why not find something I love that will fit my personality. I have grown so much with this company but at the end of the day I must explore new challenges to grow on or I will be stuck. 

I’ve thought about it for a long time. My situation is no different than staying in a bad relationship. There’s lots of good but when the bad come it’s mentally, physically emotionally draining. And I have to ask myself honestly, why are you here? Do you plan to move up? What are you willing to truly fight for? 

Once I was asked why do I walk around the office smiling when things are not going the way they shpuld. 

Of course I didn’t say anything but at the end of the day I have to make a choice. Let sadness and angry show or smile. I have so much more than be happy about. 

As much as money operates my life I think at the end of the day my passion will make up for the materialistic misses.

I want to uplift those who have goals and want to achieve them. I want to motivated based on the both wins and lost because there are lessons in both! 

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